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October 16, 2016

How Different

I've recently had sex with 2 men and I was taken aback by just how different the sex was with each.

The first man, is somewhat like having sex with a robot. You can tell that he is very used to having sex the same way most, if not all of the time. We have only had sex twice, both times it was very similar. There was kissing, but not because kissing is fun. It felt more like kissing because that is what you're meant to do to get aroused. Then there is minimal finger action short after followed by 5 minutes of missionary sex. I'm not to say that this is the only sex this man is capable of. However it did feel like it was learned behaviour, a script to follow to achieve an orgasm. No exploration, no prolonging the ache and need. This man spoke of teasing and longing however it appears we have different ideas about how far to push this. For me to really be teased to be taken to the edge of how much I can handle takes much more than 5 minutes of kissing and some heavy petting through my pants.

The second man.... Well the second man, now he is someone who knows exactly how to touch a woman. When to touch, where to touch, how to touch. Sex with this man feels organic, that you don't know what is going to come next. The first time I had sex with this man he left me sore, I asked him to bite my nipples and that he did. For hours... days after I felt the aftermath, making me wet each time they hurt from brushing against something. He made me squirt just from biting me, running his fingernails up and down my thighs as his teeth inflicted ecstasy. I have not squirted like I did with this man for a very very long time. It would have been years since I experienced this kind of pleasure. I am able to have almost endless G-Spot orgasms, which allows me to have hours of pleasure bestowed upon me, something this man was more than capable of. The way he moans when his cock hits the back of my throat, so incredibly sexy. I look forward to many more fun nights with him. Where we are at ease and focus on nothing but sexual satisfaction. To kiss him, to have my sheets smell like him, to feel his fingers glide over my skin.


September 5, 2016

Who are you to judge me?

so tonight I find myself incredibly pissed off at something so,some said to me. It's someone I've been sleeping with for a little while. Someone who is very vanilla and closed minded in comparison to most people I fuck. We have broke the subject of golden showers a couple of time in jest, however I thought I'd made it quite clear that I was genuinely interested in that. I knew he wasn't so it's just something that's sat on the shelf. The other day we had a convo back pushing boundaries and we each gave each other a list, water sports was not on his lost. I thoug this interesting and tonight I broached the subject, expecting the reaction that I got but feeling disappointed none the less. I got told to 'have some self respect' which isn't the first time he's said this. It has unsighted some serious fucking rage inside me, how dare someone try and dictate to me what activities are deemed suitable for me to engage in. I have purposefully not told him about me escorting etc because I know he doesn't have the capacity to understand. What really fucks me off is that he has a partner. To me I lose a lot more fucking self respect by fucking someone in a relationship that I do having someone piss on me!

July 12, 2016


Why am I not content to just be friends with people? Why must I let my lust get in the way? I don't NEED to have sex with my mates.... So why do I? My lack of self control astounds me.
Are others like this? I can't be totally alone in my poor decision making when it comes to the opposite sex...

July 11, 2016

Not at all, or just not named?

I've been asked by someone I've slept with to not blog about them.... Now I do a good job of hiding people's identities on here and so now I'm left wondering. If he is not identifiable does it count? Am I betraying him if I blog about him even though no one will ever know it's him and he doesn't read this? I want to respect his wishes but I also want to write!

Is it weird?

To straight out ask someone if they enjoyed having sex with you? I know that if someone wants to do it again that's a good sign, but what if the situation is complicated.... Can you just be like 'so.... Did you enjoy us together?'

I am someone who is big on asking questions. I like knowing or at least having some vague idea about what someone likes in the bedroom before banging them but that wasn't really possible before this.

I just want to know if he liked it!

June 30, 2016

Touch me

Please, let me feel your fingertips fall against my skin. Feel my heart beat pulse under my skin as you run your hands down my neck. Let them rest on my shoulder as you softly... Oh so softly kiss my lips. They quiver with anticipation. They have wanted to feel you for so long. I have watched you, the way you talk, the way you laugh, your eyes as you try to analyse me. You're a deep thinker and my soul recognises that. It's what draws me to you, I want to unravel you. I want to let you delve deep into my soul. Let you explore and understand me. I want to give myself to you. Not only my body, but my everything. Kiss me like I've longed for you to do. Drink me in. Taste my lust for you, it has aged well, never wavering. Push against me, let me feel the weight of your need. Take me, take from me all that you want. I am all yours.